Current mood:

crushed

That's it...I'm officially screwed! and I hate my college. I went to careers office, asking about the deadline for the UCAS University applications through the college. I was told "in the next couple of weeks" by my tutor. The career's adviser tells me "it was last friday."

I'm scared even more, and I'm anxious. As if I haven't got enough to deal with (the coursework and all), I now have to decide, once and for all, which Uni's and what courses I want to do...and it all has to be, within the next two weeks.

What is wrong with my fucking college?!?! Do they seriously want to wreck my life or what? Why can't they just give us the right info. Help us, just once. Instead, the 'Performing Arts' courses are stuck on the sidelines and the heads of staff are giving their "we'll deal with them later" kinda attitude. It sucks.

I'm gonna cry. I can't take it.